Wednesday, October 22, 2008

A hit from reality

Have not slept without having my computer on all the time. Tracking down the days where I was afraid of the dark and sleeping was an issue for me, and the feeling was the same as I found the "pills" for it, late night movie on my unpredictable laptop. Suddenly, hatred mountaining inside me as I recap what happen yesterday Capstone's class.

EPJ have been the pain in the A*& for the last few weeks. Extra work, extra work, extra work.."wait?there is not such thing in the unit outline" says D, my best mate for the last couple of years in CUoT. We appreciate each other as we will stand together whenever and wherever, and two years later, we are here , facing EPJ torment regularly, doing what we did best in this case, LISTEN n DO. However, when the results came in, it was dreadfull. After receiving torment , extra work and others and.. what? No. 4 in the class out 5? Stats fully proven we are in solid 3rd position, way infront of team A on 4th and poking up team C for the 2nd spot, but.. is this the system of education i paid for? I am not being exagerrating. Lucky I have Honeyand D, there are the only two person which i will turn my words into. EPJ understood our complaint, and email have been sent to whom who made the system. TEAM D deserve better than this!!

Oouhh s(*&!! ok2 heading for the books now

Monday, October 20, 2008

Happiness??

We laugh, yes we all do laugh, do you feel laughing is the essence for happiness, or is just a reason to release the burden you had in the office or in school? Think about it..

Dressing up voguely to a nightclub and jumping around and having yourself surrounded by random people in the club, could you feel the happiness in your self? Think about it...

I realized in this few weeks I feel something ismissing in my life. But hold on, i have my funny religious oriented family back in hometown, I continuously calling my love of life everyday and I have been LMAO with my mates for the last few days, should my search for happiness answered in a big scale??

Words i've depict above is just the starting of my transaction, transaction into a new life, transaction into a new committment, as happiness is what I am desperate to get, to capture it while I am taking a new step into a "flatland".